I’m still asking myself why.
I’m sorry, really sorry, I can’t believe you. Like literally can’t!!!!!
My instinct is tellintelling me that there is a huge reason behind your decision.
Why r you letting me feel down? Why?
I’m not that bad, iI swear.
Why did you mademake me consider myself a problem?
You know, maybe one day, iI will show you those words that imI'm writing now,.
Today I’ve visited a psychologicpsychologist, and iI was happy taking this step…
I just wanna discover if iI am really a problem.
I wanna know if iI was bad in my relationship with you.
Maybe imI'm searching for a reason to convince myself and believe that iI am that BAD.
And I destroyed my happiness by myself.
ImI'm hoping, at the end of my psychologicalpsychologist sessions, to get a final resume that iI was the one who destroyed the relation…relationship… yes … can you believe? it? I wanna believe that imI'm the one who killed the love. But you know why i wannaI want this result?
It’s the only way that will make me believe you, that Youyou left me for the reason that you mentioned (my reactions), the uncontrollable… in your opinion.
Once iI get an answer that the problem is built in me, iI will share this with you and apologise for ruining two years of your life, buttt
If.
But… if I discovereddiscover that iI am not the obstacle and this could be fixed and you ruined it by yourselfyourself…
HereThen, iI will apologise fromto myself for letting you destroy me.