Kip,

I want to start by saying I love you, and that's something that I can't change. I also want to say I'm sorry for ever making you feel like I don't, or not showing you that I do. I have a hard time trusting people, especially from the people thatwho say theythat they love me and care for me, because I have always been showed differentshown the opposite. I admit that I'm flawed and getfar from perfect, with anda hardened at heart most of the time and. I make no excuses for my mouth and my emotions, which I always allow to always get the best of me and. I'm alwaysconstantly over thinking situations constantly, and 99 percent of the time, I assume and expect the worst.

I'm writing this letter because, for me, it's the easiest way to exspressexpress myself. forFor over the lastpast 2 1/2 years I've been unreasonable and unfair, out of pure selfishness, and in fear of what others might think. asAs a woman, and with my past relationships, I've never been aveable to play mythe role asof just being the woman.